Al Pacino nearly died from COVID-19 in 2020 — to the point where he temporarily lost a pulse.

The 84-year-old actor spoke about the experience in an interview with the New York Times ahead of the publication of his new memoir, Sonny Boy.

“What happened was, I felt not good — unusually not good. Then I had a fever, and I was getting dehydrated and all that. So I got someone to get me a nurse to hydrate me. I was sitting there in my house, and I was gone. Like that. I didn’t have a pulse,” Pacino recounted. “In a matter of minutes they were there — the ambulance in front of my house. I had about six paramedics in that living room, and there were two doctors, and they had these outfits on that looked like they were from outer space or something. It was kind of shocking to open your eyes and see that. Everybody was around me, and they said: ‘He’s back. He’s here.’”

When asked if his near-death experience had any “metaphysical ripples” on him, Pacino admitted, “It actually did. I didn’t see the white light or anything. There’s nothing there. As Hamlet says, ‘To be or not to be’; ‘The undiscovered country from whose bourn, no traveler returns.’ And he says two words: ‘no more.’ It was no more. You’re gone. I’d never thought about it in my life. But you know actors: It sounds good to say I died once. What is it when there’s no more?”

Pacino also acknowledged that, as he gets older, his perspective on death has changed. “It’s just the way it is,” he noted. “I didn’t ask for it. Just comes, like a lot of things just come.”

Pacino most recently starred in Modì, Three Days on the Wing of Madness, the Johnny Depp-directed biopic about Italian artist Amedeo Modigliani. His new memoir, Sonny Boy, is set for release on October 15th and can be pre-ordered here.